Forbidden Desires Page 3
I was given pictures of someone who looked just like my dad giving out bills to some people with skulls covering their heads.
“No…no way,” I blurted.
This couldn't’ be happening. This seriously couldn’t be happening. But the pictures weren’t doctored. I could see the time and date, and they didn’t have anything that pointed to any strange editing.
“Now do you believe me?” Caleb asked.
“I…I do. But what am I supposed to do?”
“Sit down, and we’ll discuss the best course of action. I just want you to promise me that you won’t’ tell your father about this. He’s probably waiting for you to ask, so he can show you the truth, or completely deny it while hurting you once your guard is down.”
I don’t know why, but it felt like I was hearing the truth about my father for the first time in like forever. It felt so weird that this bad boy biker guy knew more about me and my family than my own father.
I didn’t know what to think about this. I felt like this didn’t make any sense, and, yet, I couldn’t leave. I felt like I was under a spell, as I listened to what Caleb had to say.
I was somehow so certain that he wasn’t lying to me. It was something in his eyes that drew me in. It was that very same power that had intrigued me when I first met him.
I prayed inwardly that my instincts were not wrong. I so wanted to believe that this man was what he said he was. But I knew that only time would tell. If I wanted to know, I had to take a risk and believe him, at least for now.
Chapter 7: Caleb
I really didn’t want to get her involved, but after telling her the truth, I could see that telling her to leave wouldn’t be the answer. I looked into her eyes, noticing the sad look and the down casted gaze.
“I knew my dad was up to something, but I wasn’t sure what it was. How do you…know all this though?” she asked.
“Like I said, from photos and other footage. I’m sorry to be the one to break it to you. But if you want to know whether your father is a friend or foe, you need to talk to him yourself. But I’m not lying, Mary. And I will say that if you choose to cut ties with him, I’ll be here for you.”
“Why do you like me so much? Isn’t it easier to no get me involved?”
That was the honest truth of it. If I could just tell her to quit bothering me, to forget about me, to leave me be, I would do it in a heartbeat. But, I couldn’t.
I knew her father would use her as leverage against me, and I didn’t want that to happen. but there was also the fact that I didn’t want to lose her in the fallout if things got bad. I wasn’t sure if I liked her honesty. I never let anyone in like this, because I knew it would be bad and make me weak.
“Mary, I’m going to be honest with you. I don’t know why I’m doing his. It might be because I like you. It might be due to how I feel for you, or maybe it’s just me being a dipshit and protecting you for whatever reason. But, no matter what, I will protect you if you decide to side with us. I want you to know everything, or know nothing,” I said.
“What do you mean by the latter?”.
“If someone learns the truth about our MC––that we’re a gang in this town that is rivals with another gang that controls the drugs around here. What if they decide to just up and leave? We’d have to…kinda erase their memories,” I said.
“So, you’d make me forget.” She looked confused.
“Unfortunately, I would have to, Mary. I hate the idea, but I think it’s for the best if you decide to leave. I don’t want the cops involved. My father will make sure that doesn’t’ happen either. He’s more powerful than you think. I don’t like my dad, nor do I like his policies, but…he’s always been there for me, and he’s always given me protection. We’re a team. It’s natural.”
“But do you support killing people mindlessly?”
“No, Mary. I don’t like doing what I do. I want to stop., But the only way to stop it is to get rid of the Red Skulls. And if you run off and tell your dad, that could put me in danger. Either way, you’re giving up one side for the other, and you need to decide now. Will you choose the father who never loved you, or the boy with the feelings he doesn’t even understand.”
Damn, I’d said it. I felt a weight lift off my shoulders. But I still wasn’t sure whether such openness was the best way to go. I knew that I would find out in the next few seconds and it somehow scared the shit out of me.
Mary looked at me quizzically. , Then, she bit on her lower lip. It was the sexiest thing.
“There is something I wanted to ask, Caleb. Something about us. Why did you not speak to me after we had sex? Were you ashamed?”
Jeez, I didn’t expect that one coming.
“No way, Mary. I just…I guess I was afraid.”
“Why were you afraid? Were you scared of corrupting me? Because you thought me sheltered and afraid?”
That was the truth of it, but, more importantly, it was because I had never felt this way about anyone before. I was worried that if I told her this without saying that I loved her, she would be mad.
“Mary, have you ever been in a situation where you don’t know if you love the person, but you’ll do everything in your power to protect them? That’s how I feel. I ran away because I was scared because you’re the first person I’ve ever felt this for in my damn life. I want you in my life, Mary. I’m just also scared of the consequences. If you decide to stay, I would love that, but if not…I very much understand.”
This was it. The moment of truth. Mary looked at me and sighed.
“You really do want me to stay, don’t you?”
“I would love that more than anything in the world. I want to protect you, but you have to decide for yourself if you want that protection,” I told her.
There was a pause, and then, Mary looked at me.
“I have one more thing I’d like for you to answer, Caleb. Do you think you could ever fall in love with me? With this good girl who was thrown into a situation between two rival parties? I don’t understand the beef you have with my father, but I will support you if you do think we can be…something more.”
“I did mean it.”
I could tell that when I said those words that the tone of the room changed. Mary looked at me with an almost relieved expression on her face.
“You’re amazing, you know that?”
“Why were you so worried about me leaving? Just because I’m not on the right side of the law doesn’t mean that I plan to use you. I honestly didn’t tell you about how I felt cause I feared you’d run away. Cause, well, I don’t mean to fuck on the first date, but I did,” I said to her, at the same time hating the crudeness of my words.
“I know we haven’t gone on dates much but would you…want to, like, maybe, go on another date? I know running the MC isn’t an easy job, but, I’d like to if you want to,” she admitted.
“Yeah. I would love to take you on a date. To live a normal life and––”
As I uttered those words, I suddenly felt a pair of lips press against my own with incredible force that I almost lost my breath. Did she really want to do this?
But before I could think anymore, I was kissing her back. I marveled in the way that I could feel the raw determination in her lips, the lust and desire for more. As she pulled away, I almost cried out in pain, as if I had lost the secret to life itself. But the crimson flush in her face was rewarding enough. I could look at this girl for all eternity.
“That was just to tell you that I like you too,” she admitted, biting down on her lip again.
“I will say, I’m not sure what this is, but I don’t want it to go away,” I said.
I looked around, closing the door and checking to see if I had a condom in my wallet. To my surprise, I did. As I locked the door, I turned to Mary, smiling.
“How about I show you how much I’ve missed you.”
Mary didn’t run away, and that alone was enough to make me smile.
Chapter 8: Mary
/> I kissed Caleb with a passion that I never thought possible. But as we kissed, everything felt so right, so real. I definitely didn’t feel bad about doing any of it. As we let our lips touch, our tongues exploring, my body reacted to his, moving closer as he kissed me back with the same pent-up passion. He pushed me onto the desk, holding me down and pinning me there as he looked into my eyes.
“You want this?” he asked, looking at me with a serious gaze.
“Yes. I do.” My response was instinctive like I need this to stay alive
The aching need and desire that I felt started to grow stronger with each passing moment. I kissed him back with the same force, drinking in the sweltering pleasure I felt being so close to him. I started to let my body move in closer, as his tongue started to press out, mingling with my own.
I tried to stay as quiet as I could since I didn’t know if the other guys were still around. But somehow I didn’t care. I just felt happy knowing that Caleb was there and that he wanted me too.
He pulled back, looking at me with a serious gaze.
“Are you sure you want this? I want to make sure that you’re not just listening to your body, but you really thought about this.”
“I have, Caleb. I want this. I know it probably seems strange, but you’re the first person who has been honest with me. Who hasn’t pretended to be someone else? My dad lied to me. I feel like I have lived around a bunch of liars my whole life. My dad has protected me for so long. But now…I want to take a chance, to see what might happen next,” I told him.
He looked directly into my eyes, his gaze holding mine for what seemed like an eternity. Then, he nodded.
“Alright. You asked for this,” he said, his voice sounding almost feral.
He then moved closer, letting his hands go down my body until he got to where my pants were. He started to pull them off, lifting my butt so that he could pull everything off of my body. I felt a burning excitement course through me.
I started to, with each passing moment, feel his hands against my inner thighs, spreading them apart, and lightly licking, sucking and biting on the flesh on the inside. I started to watch as he looked at me with a hungry gaze before he moved my panties aside, pulling them off and then after that pushing his face in between my legs.
He started with light, soft touches and movements, and, soon, he started to dig in deeper and deeper, letting his tongue snake in and out. I just lay there moaning with desire on the table with my arms propping me up. I pressed my body against his face. He continued to feast on me, each and every touch, each and every lick, and every single moment driving me wild.
He started to push his tongue inside and upwards, hitting that one spot that made me shudder, as I cried out in pleasure. I started to thrust my hips forward, helping him pleasure my body even more. Every single thrust of his tongue made me shiver with delight, and I soon grabbed his head, holding it there as he continued to service me.
Then, he pushed against that spot once again, and I clenched my thighs down so hard that I was worried for a brief moment that I might hurt him. Then, I started to throw my head back, moaning in pleasure as I came hard and fast, feeling everything start to go white for a moment before I then finished in an explosive climax. He pulled back, looking at me with my juices on his face, licking them off like some wild animal after feasting on its prey. It was the sexiest thing I ever saw.
“You good?” he asked me.
“Y-yeah.” My response passed my lips in some post climatic moan. My breathing was ragged, and my body completely enraptured by the pleasure of the moment. He then started to move back. But I grabbed his hand.
“Not yet. I want to…return the favor if that’s okay,” I said to him.
He looked at me with slight surprise registering in his eyes. I marveled at the way I had ensnared him. But the respite was only brief. Within seconds, his surprise vanished, as he moved back, pulling his pants and boxers off to reveal his lengthy, veiny cock.
I licked my lips as I touched his member, holding it in my hands, touching and stroking the entire length of the shaft. I watched as he started to move his hips, moaning slightly as I started to become more urgent with my delicious ministrations.
I then leaned in until I was kneeling before him. My tongue snaked out of my mouth, lightly teasing and touching the shaft and then moving up towards the tip. I took the head of his dick into my mouth, sucking on it for a moment, watching as he closed his eyes, letting out a small succulent moan.
I started to press my tongue down his shaft, lightly teasing and touching it. I cupped his large balls, teasing the sack as I started to suck on him a bit faster. I watched with delight as he started to lose composure, looking at me with that look of pure lust and desire.
I had a feeling he wouldn’t be holding back for too long. I continued servicing him, watching with delight as he continued to groan as I touched him. He held me in place as if my head were the rungs of life itself. He pushed my head downwards before he started to move my head up and down, teasing and pushing and driving him crazy in the process.
It was so good. It was amazing, and I knew for a fact that it was only going to get better with time as things got much easier for both of us. After a second, he then pulled me off of him, and he looked deeply into my eyes.
“You want to continue this?” he murmured into my ear, that soft, seductive sound immediately turning me on even more.
I nodded, quickly losing all sense of being as I felt him pick me up and push me down onto the desk again. I spread my legs apart, in a shameless position, and that’s when I realized what he had planned.
I did want to get on the pill if things were going this way from here on out, but I wasn’t yet. Luckily, he had a condom. I watched as he slipped it onto his large, aching member and I help but let out a small groan of excitement.
I craved this, and I know that he did too.
Without even saying much more, he pushed his cock straight into me, the force of it immediately making me bite down on my lip. I immediately recognized that blissful pain that surfed that wave of pleasure that intermingled with sweet agony in some virtuous dance.
He pushed his lips against my own, almost crushing my mouth with his desire. Caleb kissed me with a heavy, needy sensation, not stopping until he was all the way inside of me.
He stopped, moving up until his lips brushed against my ear “You good?” The sound of his voice was primal and deliciously sexy.
“Y-yeah. I’m wonderful,’ I told him, surprised by all this.
He smiled at me, and soon, he continued to push his cock deep into me, causing me to hold onto the desk, my fingers wrapped around the edge.
I wrapped my legs around him, completely enamored by the sensation of this, watching with delight as he continued his thrusts.
Everything about this was so perfect, so stimulating, and it was driving me mad with desire. I started to look at him with shock in my eyes, and he started to push in deeper and deeper. Soon, he started to pull my legs up, thrusting in deep and in a wild way.
I choked out some moans, completely shocked by how forceful the man was. It was like he finally took the reins off, leaving me at his mercy. As he did this, he then started to play with my breasts, teasing them through the fabric of my bra as he continued to pummel me with his cock.
I held him there, moaning in complete and utter pleasure as I started to move myself faster and faster against his body. Within a moment, I started to feel like I was losing my mind, completely at a loss for what to do.
It was then, when he grabbed me, holding me there as he jackhammered as deep into me as he could that I suddenly gasped––no, cried out. It felt like my soul had left my body. I then desperately sought out his gaze, our eyes interlocking just in time for him to shout out with me. I could feel the heat as his cock pumped inside of me as the power of my second orgasm washed over me like some savage torrent. The sensation was all the more powerful because I this god of a man climaxing with me.
“You good?”
“Yeah,” I hissed.
“Yeah. I’m glad that we finally got to do that again. I missed it,” Caleb said.
“You behave like the last time was years ago,” I said, chuckling.
“Yeah, but still. You’re a great person Mary, and I want you to remember that. I will protect you, from whatever is out there.”
I looked at him deeply. I saw that he was serious about this. I leaned in, giving him a big kiss before I pulled back. I was somehow exhausted. It was then I felt him move out of me as he removed the condom. It was almost like something had been taken from me.
“Would you like for me to…possibly see you again like this? Do you want this to be something serious?” I asked him, banishing the post-coital blues that I remembered from the first time we had sex together.
“Yes I do Mary. And I mean it. I know you probably aren’t used to it, but I want to see where we can go with this, to see where it’ll lead to. And I’m okay with all of that. I want nothing more”
I nodded, realizing he meant it. It was strange, I couldn’t get away from him, and I didn’t want to.
“The feeling is mutual, Caleb. I do want to see where this goes,” I told him.
He looked at me, and I knew that we wouldn’t be leaving one another. I had a feeling that, even if things went to shit in the future, we’d have one another.
Chapter 9: Caleb
I didn’t understand my feelings at this moment, but I wouldn’t deny them. I did have sex with her, but it was different from before. Instead of it being just two bodies coming together, I felt something different.
Something more.
I looked at Mary with a smile on my face. She looked back at me, utter confusion present there.
“Something the matter?” she asked.
“Nah, I’m just surprised we got this far, you know? I mean, you’re here now, and that shocks me, honestly. I’m surprised you wanted to stay with a guy like me. The leader of an MC, a daddy’s boy that had to do his dirty work.”